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We set controls for the heart of the sun...

Jul. 26, 2007 - Thursday

--- Sex, Drugs and Rock 'n Roll ---

I recently read someone's archived blog entry on making a choice between Sex, Drugs or Rock 'N Roll. ...

The case for sex:
Sex is high on the list, simply because sex has been absent in my life. ... Not my whole life... Just, a really ... really-really-really ... really long time ...

This is your brain on drugs:
I'm high as I write this. And if cigarettes and alcohol count as drugs as they technically should, then this one is also high on the list. (Pun intended)

Rock on:
Well shit... I'd much rather be blind than deaf. ... Choosing one of these three isn't so easy after all.

Alright, I'm at a dead-lock. But I think we should evaluate the line again. ... The line isn't "Sex, Drugs OR Rock 'n Roll". ... It's "Sex, Drugs ANNND Rock 'n Roll". So really, we should never ask ourselves or others which one we'd choose. We should simply embrace them all, knowing that it's a package deal! ...

So which do I choose? The "and" tells me: "all of them"...

Jul. 19, 2007 - Thursday

--- killing mosquitos ---

So how was your week?
Oh, it was fine...

Well... maybe it was a little CRAZY!

ups.downs.ins.outs.hectic.quiet.sunny.rainy.drunk.drunk.laugh.cry.play.sleep

London, you're pretty crazy. Paris... you're next.

Jul. 10, 2007 - Tuesday

--- Ambivalently contradictory ---

16 hours until departure...
I can't wait to get there...
I'm so sad to leave...
I dunno what to write...

I don't usually draw a blank like I'm drawing now. I guess I just never expected to feel this way. The last 6 months, and especially the last 6 weeks, have been more than amazing, less than prophetic, extremely fun and incredibly disarming. ...

I never thought it'd be so hard to leave Canada... I never thought it'd be so new and exciting to re-enter the UK... My brain is going in two different directions while my heart sits in the middle and bleeds...

15 hours... I'm happy. I'm sad. ... But in the last 10 minutes, I'm excited.

London! Here I come... again!